Asalamualaikum,

It has been a long (x10) time since i post anything on my blog. But  i promised that i m going to post interesting, educational and beneficial stuff in future. Insyallah. So that i could share with other things that i learnt in life.

Today, i m going to talk about someone who has influence me to be what i m now. I feel happy to know her even though she is a celebrity. A short paragraph on what i know about her...

She start to become popular during her early teens when she took part in the 'Akademi Fantasia (AF) 4' yrs back. I admit that she has to compete with a lot of other good vocals and she won 4th place. After that she became independent and make her own album and set up her own company (Heliza Helmi Production). I m so proud of her!!! :D Later, she create a own label(Heliza Helmi Hijab). I have to admit that she is very original and unique. She has her own techniques of wearing hijab. I really love her!!! After that she, wrote a diary about her life and give talks and seminars to teens. Very inspiring indeed! I will just pray that 1 day she will get a good life partner and will support her career as a pendakwah. Amin ya rabb. Some photos of her. #Allah s.w.t creation

Sajak buat sahabat yang dirindui

Wahai sahabatku,

Kenapa dikau tiba-tiba menghilangkan diri,

Dulu, engkau yang beriya-iya untuk membuatku sahabatmu,

Kini dunia sudah berputar,

Ibarat perigi yang mencari timba

 

Sahabatku...dulu rasa rindu ni belom berputik di hatiku,

 Kini setelah kita menjadi begitu rapat daku seperti ingin selalu bersamamu,

Sejak dikau lama menghilangkan diri rasa rindu ini semakin bernanah di hatiku,

Mungkin dikau tidak akan menjadi mujahidku kelak,

Akan tetapi ku berharap agar dikau menghargai persahabatan ini

 

Sahabatku...kelakuanmu saban hari membuatku rasa bingung

Kadangkala ada juga rasa tertekan dan marah yang membuak-buak,

 

Dimanakah engkau menghilangkan diri, wahai sahabatku yang tersayang?

Selagi aku dikurniakan kesabaran ini, aku akan tetap bersabar,

Tetapi sahabatku...aku khuatir jika suatu hari aku terpaksa meninggalkan kamu,

Aku tidak sanggup melihat itu semua itu berlaku,

 

Ya Allah...aku ingin menitipkan sahabatku kepadaMu...

Lindungi dia dari segala bahaya,

Berilah dia kekuatan untuk mengejar cita-citanya

Berilah dia kebahagian disamping keluarganya serta orang yang tersayang

Amin...

 

#Rindu yang teramat

 

14 August 2012

Dear Allah,

I was not so happy with my dip plus results that i received today. But I know that i was expected to get that kind of results because firstly, i did not finish the paper and secondly, i felt that i did not study enough for my test.

I do not know to whom i should say sorry to because i did not put in "my best" in the test as well as my work.

Currently, at work i still own Regina my Rail Corridor walking map. I really don't know what is happening to me, ya allah.

The negative attitude that i still practice in life is PROCRASTINATION. I was given 1 month to complete the walking map but i exceeded the time. I took my own sweet time to do it.

When August came, there were suddenly more work to do and i had to ignore my map for awhile. Ignore does not mean i did not have to do it anymore. Ignore simply means i got more work piling up waiting for me to give my attention to them.

What is happening to me, ya allah? Pls guide me Allah....pls guide me. Pls remove the lazyness in me. I can't stand it any longer. I have seen a lot of things came crushing right in front of me due to my lazyness.

I really want to change ya allah. I really do...please guide life me to change into a better person ya allah....Pls have some mercy on me ya allah.

The only last chance to prove myself is the upcoming FYP project. I promise myself to put my all in this project. I want to do it!!! I really do.

As for my crush, Zul i am not sure to continue liking him or to just leave him alone. I don't want to become desperate. I want him to come to me and really tell me that he loves me and willing to take care of me. Ya allah, pls show me the signs if he is trully meant for me. I want to focus on my studies and i also want him to focus on his.

Ya Allah, please refrain the 2 of us from doing maksiat towards you. I depend on you to tell me the ending of this fairytale. I love him so much...Ya allah hopefully my love for him will not exceed my love for you.

I started to miss him ever since my internship starts. The long silence between us is killing me each day. What more with him texting me and telling me that he is suspected with HFMD. I am so worried about him. I don't know why.

Ya allah, please grant him the happiness that he ought to receive from you. I will always pray for his happiness and comfort with his family and loved ones. Ameen...